Green Shadow of a stair lit night.... part ten

 I was in a confused mess I did not know what to think. I felt as if maybe I thought the whole thing up. But how I felt all the pain and I knew I did die. I did not know what to believe any more. maybe I was not real and some how I was just a quick thought in the emptiness of nothingness. I  became hungry and week. They tried to feed me food and I did try to eat but it made me so sick. One random day I was in my room writing and something I could not explain happen. I was there and I could here was some one walking to my door I could here them through the thick door. so I just sat there quite as they walked in. I put my new lock picks I made in the my mouth because I hired they wanted to check my room. they instead took my paper clip I had hidden in my pillow I was planing the make something out of it but I guess that's not happening. The chance of me getting a new one was now very very slim because every one wants to get paper clip to hurt them self's or to try to lock pick. none of them really know how. But they do it just to try. Its okay I don't need it I already made a pick lock out of the clip of pen and a bobby pen I found laying on the floor. Its been a few day seance that night and I still think about it every day. today is a other green star lit night and I could only think of that little grave yard back at home and my lost love.