If I had a second opportunity

I wonder what it would be like if I had a second opportunity
Maybe this time I could enter with a stronger immunity
An immunity to your overwhelming lust
You used that power to gain all my trust
I dove in head first without looking back
You just stood there and planned your attack
When I realized how I felt I became scared
I started to think that you no longer cared
I think I now have some clarity on what I would do with my opportunity
Maybe I just should have stayed away from your impurity
Was playing along with your immature game
Really worth all that pain?
Now that I think about it I wish I could just forget your name