Repeat

im  so scared

im so scared so scared

whats my future

what am i going to do

what about art

where is it going to fit in

oh my god im so scared

i dont want to go to school

i dont know what to wear

i dont know what face to put on

im freaking out

and im so FAT

what will i do

ive been thinking about IT

but i dont want please

god no

theyre coming

thheyre coming

i dont want them to come

im fighting so hard

i dont want to go back to prozac

i dont want to die

fuck

what will i do

what am i going to do

im Ffreakinng out

i want to stay still

what would happen if all my memories were

erased

would i know what to do then?

i thought i was better than this

just the other day i was congratulating myself

i think im doing so well

and then everything backfires

nothing is allright anymore

shit

fucking shit

what will be of me