panda bear....

i thought love was real,
until it ran away.
i followed it into the darkness,
but it refused to show me the way.

broken and shattered it kissed me, 
giving me goodbyes.
i fell to the ground thinking it will go away,
i couldnt belive my eyes.

i pushed her down,
and pushed her away.
i cant belive what i did,
now i am in complete dismay.

what should i do,
what should i say.
all i do is cause her pain,
should i just go away?

yes, she is my life,
her name was panda bear
i have lost my soul and my heart,
yes, i have even lost my care.

i dont believe what anyone says to me,
i know where i belong.
if only she could see.....

that yes i am here forever,
until the end of time.
i love her so much,
i wish she would be mine.

but i know if i push to hard,
i know what she'll say.
maybe just maybe we will find our way.

this is why love is so hard,
mending that tear.
the day will come,
when i finally get my panda bear.