I Never Did Belong.

This pain makes my teeth clench
Tears well up in my eyes.
What is wrong with that wench?
Surely this came as no surprise.

My blood drips.
My head dips.
Maybe I deserve this.

I try to drown my demons.
It would seem that they can swim.
I try to hone my anger.
This situation seems too dim.

Blood mixed with tears.
I've fought this for too many years.
A tear in my soul.
Icy is this growing hole.

I could try to run
Or end this with a gun.
Perhaps another blade?
Surely no one would come to my aid.

It's okay.
I place no blame.
It's a new day.
I feel no shame.

The pain is now gone.
Eternal bliss.
I never did belong.
I have ended this.