Alive

Alive. Am I really?
Walking around not giving a care in the world.
Alive, seriously?
Then why do I feel so dead inside
Why do I wanna just run and hide?
Can I maybe possibly just have
a moment when it's nothing but me
by myself where I'm all alone. All
problems just gone, vanished. Even
when it doesn't seem like you have
any pulse, you should walk happily with
your head held high, false. I just wanna
shove my head in a beehive, yeah and I'm alive.