A Blue Valentine

My Valentine knows not how much she means to me
perceives me as a good friend
leaves me with one question  
how do I break the trend?
 
How do I tell her my thoughts are so oriented  
to her touch and tender smile
each time we are together  
I grow fonder about her style  
 
Do I relate that at first lust was rampant  
but her "warm ways" recall a Christine McVie song
is this just a one sided heart play
perhaps my wants are just wrong?
 
Not one to smother her always
just wanting to know a romance may ensue
for I am certain her smile makes me happy
to her I could always be true
 
Wonder I do about her past dyads
did her lover throw acerbic replies  
in the heat of a couple's spat
was there venom sharpened by lies?
 
For her loveliness always surrounds me  
out eating or even merely on the phone  
incomplete with explanation with this pen
a better fate then nursing my insecurities alone