Reaching to self

I may seem crazy or painfully shy but that’s just a cover to hide what’s inside. I do not want to be afraid to die… I want to open my eyes to see the new light. I am so tired of feeling so numb again and again. I hope relief exists if I find it hidden in your eyes. I don’t want to crawl back inside! I am not alone! I have something inside. I’m not a stranger I am yours I am reaching out with covered anger and tears that still drip sore. I am not alone I’m reaching out to you! I am not alone I have someone who understands me…