Going in Circles & Getting No Where Fast

What am I doing?
Where did I go wrong?
Im reaching out for help
But I can't hold on
Feeling torn
Insides shattered
Even my brain tells me
I never mattered

Scatter my thoughts
Organize my feelings
Inner voices
Making choices

Throw these feelings away
There's no need for them to
Come back and play
Don't you realize
We've been here before
We never quite got out the door

Ignore my thoughts
Ignore my mind
Take those thoughts
& leave them behind

Worries and burdens
Have been here before
I can't place the time
& I can't seem to level up the score
But back here again
It seems as though
I can never win
Here we go yet again
My conscience and I are arguing

Circling slowly
Circling fast
Never forgetting
The things of the past
Always remember
Never forget
No looking back
& absolutely no regrets!!