Homeless Friend

To have no home is to show your brave...to learn your nothing to people you know...scares me to death and then feelings show....you need one person to let you feel normal...you need on blanket to warm u....u need to buy shoes because your sandals are wrong ....all this and your Heart remains strong...your head shouts and your eyes cry and you find yourself asking God really? Why? Sometimes when u are laying awake hungry with a stomach ache you remember a time when Mosquitos were fine bc you could walk in your home and they would leave you alone...little things weren't so bad cause your tv shows could make you laugh....you tried to remember just last time you cooked a dinner and fed family and friends who now are sleeping in a warm comfortable beds..why u lay here thinking and crying instead.....maybe one day when I crawl to my feet they will be trying to act as if you weren't dead and you'll hang up the phone shut your new door and make new memory's with new friends new money new job and new car and they will wished that one time they opened one door one act of kindness one day of good sleep and forever remained a friend forever remained a sign of hope that one day they learn the act of being kind....never forget humans are mean but some of the time things aren't as they seem so don't ever make fun or laugh at me twice I'll show no tears and I'll sacrifice I'll walk to my spot and lay down my head and wish that you knew the real me instead