To You

The world may never know
The pain that I do not show
It's constantly running through my veins
Like an unstoppable run away train
Although I'm trying with everything I got
I can't pretend to be someone I'm not
For you always said to me
Be the person you want to be
But that person has been taken away
The day you left, the day I went astray
I have tried to stay strong
But one can have strength for so long
The day has come, as I knew it would
I can't wait forever, I wish I could
But at some point I need to be free
To let my mind hide the memory
So maybe I can sleep tonight
And wake to the mornings light
This isn't me saying a goodbye
I just don't want you to see me cry
So for now I'll let it rest
I still do wish you the best
I wish I knew what to do
I leave it with, I love you