Here's to living life miserable.

The very moment I told her,
My lips they did not falter.
Words kept coming out as if just didn't end,
Knowing the more I talk the more it would take to mend.
Then realising just biding the time when she hadn't said no or yes,
Telling her my deep dark need to embrace her by my chest.
Talking and talking just to reserve the moment which I had made the biggest mistake,
realising the friendship we had will never be the same, anything now will just be fake.
A broken bond of friendship unspoken I feel,
always knowing the truth now and unable to heal,
If not for a while at least,
But now I can rest in peace,
Knowing the label 'Only'
Will be something that leaves me lonely,
Unreciprocated feelings at its worst,
for now I bare this curse.
To care anymore will just become sin,
But the truth at that moment I knew, No One Would Win.
The look In her eyes was something I thought I'd never see,
The eyes of a bewildered angel which never understood that I wanted 'us' to be 'we'.
Going on this moment will roam forever in my head,
Rest easy don't be sad, I'll just linger indefinitely and be awaiting in my bed.