fire

I was so fucking weak and damaged that I thought your love could put out the endless fire in my chest. I realized that you were only fuel to my fire made up of self harm and daddy issues. I can't escape the pain penetrating my entire body that awakes me screaming in the middle of the night. What's worst is the ash of my once beating heart that was shattered into a million pieces and burned so quickly. I can still feel you burning me down after all this fucking time.