Just another lonely sad night

I need to realize that I can't just get a shoulder to cry on coz most of times, I can't find one. I have to get it together or get it over myself, whatever that is.

I can't rely on anyone else to make myself feel better. It's my own job, to make it happen. There are not many people who are capable of cheering me up a little when I'm upset, or stressed and most of these people, or really, all of them, are not accessible to me any more.

Stress is a terrible thing. I'm trying to do everything I can, but why does it feel like I'm screwing up?

Love is hard to find, but am I so easy to give up. Although, one thing I know, I'm so tired of throwing myself where I'm not wanted or where I dont wanna be. I miss being in love, but I'm not gonna settle for anything less.

I know tomorrow comes no matter how You feel, so why bother, makes the night about nothing but you, as if the whole world is ending.

How it's gonna go, I really don't know. But I do know, tomorrow comes and goes, and I will do what I can, to be a better man.