My Life is a Love Song

All I saw was your eyes
And all I wanted to devise
Was a night
Keeping you in my sight

Being able to see the light shift within
While thinking of you, all I can do is grin
It may be sin
But for me, this is how it has always been

Always have I been afloat in life
Living a life full of strife
Then you came along
And my life became a love song

Long rides through the night
Every aspect of this journey I wish to write
Never wanting to fight
Because being with you is such a delight

The way you smile
Makes everything worthwhile
I cant get enough of this
It is such bliss

I can only trust
That it isn't just lust
Its been awhile since I had these feelings
And I hope you won't be leaving

.....

Holding on for dear life
How many of these feelings were lies

I was floating through the clouds
Holding in my mind no doubts
But now I am plummeting
And for my idiocy I feel I deserve a pummeling

How am I always in this situation
Its almost as if it is an unconscious fixation
I am so done with it
I should just take what little humility I have left and split