Tricked by distance

If you really care as much as you say you do,
Show me
Words mean nothing without action
Show some compassion

I'm tired of feeling like i'm wasting my time
Am I losing my mind?
I'm not sure
It's all becoming a blur

Tired of feeling sorry for the way I feel
As if it isn't real,
But it is

I probably don't deserve to be treated this way,
But as of today
I can't let go
Letting go would be throwing my happiness away
Why would I want to do that?

Crazy how one thing can tear you apart,
Yet piece you together at the same time
I think i'm out of my mind,
But all my mind consists of is you
It's true
I'm a sad girl
And you're my blues

I'm afraid to tell you the way I feel
Because what if it isn't real?
Would you become more distant then you already are?
Were you even distant to begin with at all?
Maybe I'm just wrong,
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