Over Thinking

Thinking too much
The best way to crush...
To crush yourself
To crush hope
To crush dreams
To crush others

Thinking too much
Is like making waves,
In still waters
Is like breaking silence
Replacing all joy

And yet here I am
Walking this path
Over and over
Time and time again
I try to run
I try release the grip
But the more I struggle
The harder it seems
To reach freedom.

I run away
It pulls me back
I try to fight
It sucks up my might
The battle rages on
One day I will win