These Memories!

These memories keep flooding back,
I don’t know what to do…
I see your face, hear your voice, smell your perfume…

These memories hurt so bad,
when I lost you I didn’t know and still don’t know what to do…
you were my crutch the thing that helped me move,

These memories tell me to let go
but I can’t and I don’t want to,
I love you and miss you so much…

These memories show me the good and bad times we went through,
it spins my head in spirals all day and night…

These memories I want to go away…
then again they can stay but as far back in my mind…
so I have enough room for new memories…

I want new memories!
But I could and will never forget these old memories!