You've Awoken Me

One of these days I'll show you my hopes and dreams,
the part of me that has been hidden,
I'll reveal to you all of my heart.
You will get to see the sides of me that nobody has seen,
not even myself.
It's more than a revealing,
it is also an awakening for a side to me I didn't know existed.

I can't wait to show you this burning passion of which I feel,
it overwhelms my body,
just the thought of you changes my entire mood.
Simply the thought of you brings images to my mind,
images of the beauty,
blood dripping from your throat,
taking from you all that you took from me,
my life.
Thanks to a night with no ride home and no supervision,
you took from me the innocence of which I'll never be able to get back.
Why do you deserve to breathe?
Why do you deserve to make it off the hook?
Pain free?
Not for you fucker.
I want to make you suffer.
I'll make you beg for your life the same way you did to me,
the knife in the same position.
Am I pretty now?
Do you still want me?
Am I still helpless, because thanks to you I'm sure as hell not innocent.