beauty within hate filled eyes

its in that second it hits you
like a ton of bricks
its in that moment you noticed
why the earth is incircled by the moon
lucid and tormented
bleeding out the mouth
bairly breathing
still coherent enough to claw your way back out of the grave you've been digging
cutting the roots that have been growing like viens into the soil
crashing into the rocks like waves on jagged shore lines
desolete fearing what might be waiting around the corner
blurring the lines of your perspective
eating at your soul
trying to find beauty within hate filled eyes
hollow cold alone
able to pierce like daggers
wreakless and on the edge
dancing on razors
only looking at the sky
not even awair of the storm rolling in
what has become your shattered life is about to break your fall
desperate
fighting with everything you have left
not wanting to give in
only a version of what you've been told
hind sight catching up whith you
trying to grasp at the last shred of control
blending out into the distance
its all just lost
with every step you take backwards in the sand
blood drops on white beaches
washing out in such merky tides
flowing over these superficial wounds
watching through new eyes shedding skin
overtaken by waves crashing over the jagged shore line
washing away the blood
and every footprint in the sand