Episode : entered in "Do You Hurt?" comp

With a simple trigger
My mind once again returns
To a dark, desolate place

A cold chill permeates my body
I'm fighting for another breath
Time stops in it's tracks

I feel like I'm dying
But nothing is wrong

I don't want to be alone
But people make things worse

I'm watching the clock, checking my pulse
Trying fo clear my mind, keep telling myself
"Stop being such a pussy"
Now I'm freezing, sweating profusely

My ears are ringing, burning
Body trembles, almost at random
Until the next episode