Venegeance

Aching for vengeance
that sits off in the distance
So close but so far away
and I just can't wait for that sweet day
that my heart can release
the chunk that you have caused to become deceased
It plays over and over
and I can't control it
and that's when I'm sober
I drown myself in life
but these dreams cut through reality like a knife
I just can't stop it
without my vengeance
It's my salvation it tells me
It will soon allow me to enjoy being me
But it's not me, i think
Confused I begin to further sink
into this subconscious enigma
It shows me relief and recovery
a brand new sense of discovery
Vengeance and me
are coming to be
A factual figment of my imagination
and a reality in my hearts temptation
to be whole once again
Reaching for you vengeance
While blinded by the reason you are so far in the distance.