Where I'm At

I'm in a world I don't understand, I'm cold and alone. I don't know where I'm at. Everything is closing in on me. Everyone keeps asking, "Are you okay?" I fake a smile in agree. But in truth, I'm dying On the outside I'm only crying. For you'll never know, what I've done, Behind these cold hard doors. My screaming and pleading. The bleeding. The broken promises and the lies. All when you said that small little "Hi." I never thought it woud feel so good, To see my blood overflood. When I look at myself in the mirror, I see the person who allowed herself to be broken. From everything you've caused me, All the unbareable fucking pain. I can't fucking take it... ...I still love you... With all my heart.