Lost

I am lost.
Not lost in you;
I'm lost entirely.
I don't know what I want,
not a clue to what I need.
Just an undesirable yearning;
a yearning, to be freed.
Simple decisions are not so simple
and happiness only a dream,
love is not a feeling but a day to day routine.
I no longer know myself, or things I want achieved,
Every day gets harder
and no longer can I breathe.
I am lost, not lost in you,
but lost as lost can be.
I only hope...
Someday I pray...
Somebody, please, finds me.