My Mindset

How come in my mind,

When drugs aren’t the answer it is always suicide.

I just want to end it all

And punch my fist into a fucking wall

I want to be high as shit forever

Because in my mind escaping reality that way sounds so clever

I shouldn’t be around society

Because all I do is give everyone close to me depression and anxiety

Just get me away from this fucking shit show

I wanted to leave a very long time ago

And please promise that you won’t begin to cry

When I tell you all I want to do is die.