Tainted Butterfly Pt. 2

We kissed and laughed innocently, we talked for hours about
Love and lust and us.
You promised me things that i swore I would never believe in again
You wanted to change for me.
I thought you were tired of being broken down, I was willing to put together pieces I didn't break for you
I prayed for you.

Smoke hung around us like butterflies, I've never felt so alive.
But the lies, how could I be so naive and clueless. But baby you were all that I needed and you did everything to prove it. I'm so stupid and lost, I let you control me.
You know I've been broken before, men after men swearing they love me and then some...until they finally get some.
"I promise you, I'm different"
But you're scared of commitment,  and being tied down but you can lie me down on this pillow right here..and whisper to me all the things that I might hear..
You weren't scared to kiss my other set of lips and touch me in places I'd rather not say.
You're scared to fall in love but you can fall into me, intimately.
You weren't nervous while you tasted my butterfly and had your eyes crawling up my thighs, hands around my waist..you didn't flinch when your anatomy penetrated mine..
so what are you afraid of.

My tainted butterfly, filled with your lies. Inside of me, kissing my soul. I believed every word, I dripped for you...