It Never Began

They say "you've got to walk away now, it's over."
But what do you do if it never began?
And now I'm sitting alone with a knife in my hands.
I'm just so god damn depressed,
I don't even know how I got in this mess.
It's been long since I've felt like this for anyone
Oh god I wish I could pick up the gun.
It's not supposed to be like this,
Love is supposed to be good, not make you wish
that you didn't exist.

Isn't it ironic, how the girl who caused my heart to break,
so long ago,
by convincing who I loved to end it with me,

Is now breaking my heart again, by refusing to love me like I do her.

I'm. So. Stupid.