Melancholy Dreamstate

I'm starting to face
That a part of this is fake
We love, we hate
And I find it so hard to relate

(I've... never ....felt ...like ....this)

Dancing to the rhythm of the heartbreak
Just another zombie walking
Through the heart ache
In this desolate landscape

(Every single night I close my eyes and make a wish)

I burn bridges to find warmth
From life's storms
My mind's torn
Painting false hopes so often
That I made it an art form

(Blow a kiss and hope it blows with the wind until it rests upon her lips)

I stand firm, in this apocalyptic breeze
I know that your hope floats
But it's just out of my reach
I falter, fall down on my knees
It seems my defenses have been breached

(Let her know she's been missed and she's my light when my heart's been eclipsed)

Come, sit and listen to my sad symphony
Melancholic melodies mixed with my misery
Broken and battered, but will you try fixing me?
Will you be my Valentine and valiantly revive
The love that I remember so vividly?

(Does she even realize how precious she is?)