questions

my book my bestest friend
the one in which I confide my deepest and most
disturbed toughts and memories when will you
finally reply to me.
please answer the questions I fear to ask God.
how is it one can be happy then end up sad?
why does the sun go down and leave me in the dark?
darkness filled with fears and sorrow no hope for a bright
tomarrow, is his eye still on d sparrow is he watching
me.
many share my happiness but never my pains
why does it seems I have no true friend?
some judge me by the looks and the glow of my beauty
not knowing beyond this beauty is a cry for help.
why does my heart beat yet I feel so dead, is it sin dont I have
God deep within?
why then can I not feel him?
why do I cry it doesnt solve a thing I have a voice
will I feel better when I sing?
I need back what I lost in vain please be my geney and make
me virgin again.