.......pending chapter 2

Chapter 2

JB stood there glaring at me with them devlish eyes. “So who has you so pensive?” I question as I approach her. “What? Do you mean who? What in the hell are you doing Rash?”. “What do you mean what am I doing, I am out with my partner and having fun”. JB pulled me into the bathroom by my elbow. “Don’t fuck with me Rash” JB said with piercing eye
“I cant believe you used me like that”
“how did I use you JB you were before and you know it but I cant hurt my home girl, I love her dearly, I love you too but not as much please understand” Rash explained. JB now feeling betrayed and heartbroken, she shook her head and asked “so are you going to tell her? Because I need a clear conscience” I turned to look at her angry face then looked over at the empty stall. I grabbed her hand and pulled her into the stall. We kissed as I take her hand and slipped it under my leather skirt and into my panties. I stopped kissing for a while stared in her eyes and said to myself “what am I doing?” I should stop and call Asani in here but I don’t want to hurt JB because I can see she still loves me plus. Asani is very sociable so she is somewhere on the dance floor dancing or making conversation, plus I’m enchanted by JB aggression when she is angry. I leaned in and whispered in her ear “fuck me”.
She started slow while she stopped kissing and said “Rash I want you back we seriously need to talk about this”
“You got me, now fuck me JB” I begged. I placed my six inch heels on the toilet that she could at least put three fingers inside me. She started plunging her fingers into my tight wet pussy, she bit down onto my shoulders as she entered me deeper and harder. I heard the bathroom door opened and two females voices murmuring about Asani outside, I must say it got me even more aroused knowing that females are lusting after my partner. I started feeling a hint of pain so I whispered in her ear “ooo damn JB slow down it hurts, wait a little please” of course she ignored “baby oh, oh God youre in too deep in me, please wait youre hurting me” but JB just stroked like she was looking for something. In some way she was still mad at me for not leaving Asani to be with her, so she found this moment convenient to bring back my senses the best way she knew how to by making me feel trapped I cant reject because then the females outside the stall door would notice its me and in turn Asani would know and I don’t want my girlfriend to find out I am fucking her bestfriend like this. When JB was done , I shoved her away in time to hear the bathroom door closed so I knew we were all alone. She forced out the stall, washed her hands and left outside to the party without even saying bye. A piece of me felt used but I decided I have to do something to keep her quiet because I want my girlfriend to find out from me, not her. My job was done, for now anyway. I took the time to wipe myself up and with every wipe my eyes got watery, I was sore to my own touch. I constantly thought about telling Asani so I can have a clear conscience but I am yet to figure out how to. Asani has been through so much and I didn’t want to be that feather that broke the camels back.
I straightened my skirt and did my make up touches in the mirror, shook off the happening of JB and headed out to see my woman.

I spotted Asani at the bar chugging down a bottle of Guinness with six shots for tequila lined up, I leaned in for a kiss she moved away saying with an uncomfortable smile “naw baby remember your lipstick”. She seemed a bit off but it guess its one of her many moods showing its ugly head. I kissed her neck to prove that the mood is not welcomed, not here, not now. I started dancing for her giving her her own eye candy, but she wasn’t even paying attention her body was here with me but her thoughts were absent. I asked “baby are you okay, you seem a bit off” she responded with a nod followed by a shot of tequila. I sat there in her sight of vision and noticed she was ebriated. I turned to the bartender order a bottle of Wata but she got up and went to grind on a friend of hers on the dance floor. I watched her attentively and wondered what to do, but I decided to join her and once I came on the floor she smiled hugged me a whispered how much she loved me, that was my confirmation that all is well. We danced and be silly until JB popped up and excused Asani to have a word, I continued dancing but my curiosity was spiked I wanted to be a fly on the wall to listen what they are talking about. My curiosity lessened when I noticed the radiant smile my baby was wearing reminding me why she will forever be the love of my life.
“baby lets go” Asani said with a kiss to my forehead. I was still tempted to ask what was so funny about their conversation but I decided not to.

We left without informing JB because for some reason she couldn’t be found probably fucking some other bitch, just the thought reminds me how sore I am and was hoping Asani would be too drunk to have sex. When we got in Asani threw herself on the bed with her hands out stretched.
“babe you’re tired huh?” I inquired
“sure am, I wanted to have sex with you at the party you are so fucking sexy and beautiful” she slurred. I walked into the bathroom saying nothing else to her because I wanted her to doze off.  I washed all the filth of the event away and I need that because the warm water washed away the JB’s touches even though I could still feel her inside me, on me, touching me. I didn’t know why I did it, JB was before Asani and I loved her but I’m not inlove with her, im inlove with Asani. Hiding this secret from her is causing a strain on my heart. Asani is the hope diamond discarded and proves not all studs are the same.

I walked out the bathroom into the bedroom wrapped in my towel and there Asani stood next to the bed, naked. I didn’t want to have sex with her because I was still sore, but how can I explain that to her? Nor did I want to fight her.  Asani walked up to me looking determined, not saying anything not a word but with her eyes she told me she wanted me now and that she wasn’t going to take no for an answer. I knew that if I didn’t let her she would start questioning me and for the life of me I am not in the frame of mind to start more lies. I love my girlfriend, so I submitted and let her have her way.

She grabbed the towel off me and threw me on the bed. I landed on my stomach and before I could turn over Asani was inside me, no lubricant, no head; she didn’t even use her fingers. I knew there was nothing I could say or do to stop her because anything could set her off. Asani was very rough tonight and I didn’t know why, she has been rough before but nothing like this I thought, as I moaned out. Tears started forming in my eyes, my face felt hot, just as my tears rolled down my cheeks they remind me to be strong even though I was still very sore. She pounded and pounded into me, tearing into my pussy.
My hand was on Asani’s hips as I tried to lessen the thrust but Asani slapped my hand away. I continue trying to space the deep trusts until Asani barked “keep your fucking hands out my way before I break it”
I screamed, “please stop Sani, I cant take it! Youre hurting me baby, why are you doing this to me?” Asani chuckled “that sounds familiar”
“baby what are you talking about” I plead. Asani said nothing
“baby, please” I begged as tears is now mixed with snots. Asani never liked a female crying no matter now angry she is,so she stop and looked at me
“Rash why?”
“why what baby?”
“don’t even fucking baby me, tell me!”
“tell you what babe youre confusing me”
“oh im confusing you what the fu...”
My phone rang
Asani eyes suddenly got red and her nose flared she spit on the strap rubbed it on and enter me forcefully she kept thrusting into me but I didn’t plea anymore, I said nothing but only bit my lips and cried. My world was crashing down.
“answer it! Im sure your woman wants to know if its okay to talk now!” Asani screamed.
She continued fucking me with every ounce of angry in her body. Now I knew why she was treating me like this. The phone was on the third ring and I still wouldn’t answer it so Asani answered and placed it at my ear.

“yes JB”
“what are you up to? Why yall didn’t let me know youre leaving”
I couldn’t turn my head to see Asani. She kept pounding me harder and harder. JB could hear the bed moving, the springs from the bed could be heard over the phone and my voice was different too.
“Rash so she fucking you and yo still ansa the phone, wah the fuck yo deh pan!” JB shouted
I knew JB was hurt and I wasn’t trying to hurt her in anyway. I wanted to hang up but how could I, when that would only make Asani more upset.
“JB let me call you later okay” I whispered beneath the pain to JB,
“No! Mi want yo chat to mi now, or I will come over and talk” she sounded all wired up. I still loved JB but I am in love with Asani cant imagine life without both of them.
“JB I care a....”I started but Asani pulled my hair and started slapping my ass.
“whose pussy is this?” Asani yelled.
Oh God please don’t do this now I said in my head. “yeah, tell her who your pussy belongs to!” JB bellowed in my ear. Asani cried out “well Rash, what are you waiting for?” I cant feel the sweat of Asani dripping on my back. I was about to respond when I felt myself began to bleed I tried not to cry but I lost it I started begging her to stop and hung the phone up on JB. I was hurting hard just like them both but I love myself too. Asani pulled the bloody strap out of me and threw it on the wall with a loud scream it was then I realize she was tearing up inside, her face was soaked and her eyes red as blood. She threw herself on the bedroom floor beside the bed where I laid hopeless she was crying and arguing with herself for doing that to me.
“I don’t know what has fallen over me, why did i....oh my God...why did you” she was discombobulated. I laid there on the bed bleeding, I tried to get up to console her but I was in so much pain I didn’t know what to do, I never wanted to hurt her like this.
She got up went outside the bedroom returned with two aspirin and a glass of water, she put me to sit up straight gave me the aspirin and water and I took them. This is the Asani I fell inlove with the nurturing hopeless romantic but I know she is still destroyed inside. She looked into my eyes
“Rash, I gave you all of me and you fucked my best friend? Am I not enough? Why didn’t you tell me?” she questioned in a calm broken manner. I wish I knew the answer but I didn’t I began crying and tried to wrap my arm around her neck for a hug she push it away, pace in the bedroom running her hands through her dreads “I heard you both in the bathroom stall Rash, and I tried to wipe it out my head but I just couldnt, I feel useless, I feel like shit, how could you do this to me? Is it me?”
“no bab..” I tried to explain but she only grabbed a marina and her sweats pant with her car keys and left me in my web of lies and pain. I heard the front door slammed and the car tired speed out the drive way. At this point I wish I could turn back the hands of time but for now I have to find a way to iron out what I did.

I was about to dozed off when I heard a crash in the garage door.