my nightmare.

I cant do a thing to stop this,
The way I feel is a sin to others.
It kills me that I do this,
yet they scream...
The voices in my head tell me to do it,
my heart tells me not to.
Every time I close my eyes,
It haunts me of what I've become.
It ALWAYS seems to be my fault.
Yet, I cry with the thought.
I try to disappear into nothing,
But the screaming gets louder.
The sound of it is tempting,
so tempting that it could become reality.
This nightmare will never end,
will I ever wake up?
The monster inside of me is all that's left.
Its all in my head,
Its all just a dream,
No its a nightmare.
I can't escape from them.
I can't do anything to stop this,
The madness that's running through me...