You and I

You and I are not alike anymore. You want one thing and I another. what is best for us is to be apart and I know that, but I cant leave just because its not the best, can I? I truly am sorry for all the things in the past with us because I knew they weren't right and I didn't mean it but it was all I could think to say. I did love you and I still do and no matter how much I say it I will never hate you. I couldn't hate you if I wanted to, you have taught me too much about what is real. I do hope to see you again soon and if I don't then I'm sorry for that too. I almost hope you will take me back because you are still the same person you were. you don't want to be him anymore though because you got hurt being him. someday I hope you see that even though you got hurt that was the person most of us fell in love with. But you are heartless now and I see that, depression did change you, but it changed me too. waking up and thinking you may not make it through the day made me realize how much I wanted you around. I do miss you



I love you Ian always have always will