No First Time

The thing about your past is even though it's behind you it shapes the reality for your future.
I have nothing to give you, well nothing the last chick didn't experience. I apologize for my experience providing you the bittersweet feeling of ecstasy knowing your just another number of chicks to do this next to me?
There's nothing physically we can share the first time. Shit if I knew me and a Goddess would cross lifelines I would smash they clock and rewind separate from the concubines and wait, wait for that melinated to shine her light being that beacon so bright so I can restart our journey with a hey. But that's just ifs right? Cause I have nothing I can give you well nothing that the last chick didn't experience. Used and abused all I have is my love, the only attribute in me that can't expire, retire, just simply aspire with no descendance over time become more beautiful in appearance. But if you looking for a first time let me spare you the disappointment. All I can give that no other chick was able to feel is my devotion, the only notion of me giving you my hearty on a silver platter. Cause at the end of the day them hoes shouldn't even matter. Cause it's you that I want but if you looking for something to share for the first time I guess this'll be our finish line.