Trying

Looking at my wings and seeing where they once were wondering why am so alone in this world.

I try my best in all things but its never enough to what I get told anyway.

I try to make a mends with the family who calls me a demon they just yelled at me and told me to never call again.

Thank god they say that  I am dieing they cant wait tell they get a call saying I am dead .

I suffer in this world but I try so hard to smile .

I just wish I was never born to begin with .

They say I am a demon from hell to what I get told I feel like I am but I try my best not to be .

The thiripst says I suffer from huge amount of mental and pysical trama .

I realy hope that death is much better then this hell hole....