Forgotten

I have been forgotten its like I already died.

The ones who say they love me act like I dont exsist.

I wish the prosses would be faster just like how you wish your pc would hurry up and load the god damn page.

I wish I could speed up the prosses and just end my life .

Life is a nighmare I look forward to death maybe there something better and I dont have to suffer like this.

I walk alone invisable to everyone  waiting for death to come and take me home.

The drs are stupied first they tell me not to get close then they say go and find someone to be with .

What the hell is the point when your going to die anyway .

You have someone you love and then what they sit and watch you die on a hospital bed ?

They suffer worse after your dead and burried .

So I am suffring alone holding on to hope that the after life is nicer then this hell hole ...........