"There is no love in fear"

I thrive while others are in fear
While I bring pain to the weak
but especially the powerful.

Ingrain into their minds
tearing them to pieces
to reconstruct them
into what I believe them to be.

I thrive through others torment
especially in yours.
The feeble minds, their fear
their essence fuels me & while I...

I.. know our conscience is one
In the infinity of our minds..
I will inflict my pain upon others
to know that I am alive.

It is here, in the aftermath.
Where the flames engulf
the supposedly innocent
now I know; I know with absolution

that I, with all I have carried
burns in the furious flamed
fuelled by siphoned petrol
every drop of it a drop of sympathy.

With every life I take, pieces
of my soul, my sanity & security
are returned.