Dad was locked up

Dad was locked up
Ma was strung out
She always had that glass pipe in her stankin mouth
Man when I was little,
I could barely see
but I could see she love that glass pipe more than  me
Mama! Mama! I’m hungry …
It’s been two days since I had something in my tummy
Whyd you sell the food stamps we aint need the money  
But she higher than Aladdin so she think that crap is funny
And I’m feeling like a dummy For waiting by the door
For praying she coming back for crying on the floor
But she ain’t coming back man I already know
It still took me 2 weeks before I walked up out that door

Now I’m at my aunty house she got 6 kids
Her kids got 3 kids with me that makes 10
we fighting over crumbs like a couple of base heads
An Aunty aint home cuz she chasing that paycheck
And  what’s worst
There isn’t anybody that noticed me
When I walk inside a room no one knows its me
I’m just a dirty hungry kid
They can’t stand to see
aye Can I get a bite
Get Away from me!

Yeah man it was just me
House full of people ,  but man it was just me
Hoping for somebody to come and try to love  me
But aint nobody coming  dog and aint nobody loving D



But, My big  homies noticed me  
When I started gangbanging
My big homies they know it’s me
My big homies they got me food
My big homies they let me cruze
When I was running around barefoot
My big homies they bought me shoes
So what I’m supposed to do when he hand me the tool
And he say I gotta do what I gotta do
Yo what I’m supposed to do when he hand me the tool
And he say I gotta do what I gotta do
Rob em Rob em yeah I’m going to rob em
drop em drop em yeah I’m going to pop em
Do whateva I got to, Bro it ain’t a problem
Now money flying everywhere an quitting aint an option
I’m a goblin with a broken heart
And a shattered dream screwed up from the start
Yo my chance to fail it was  off the charts
I ain’t pick the lines I just play my part

Nall man

Yeah I did
I always picked
There’s always a choice
No matter how hard it is
Let’s skip past the tears  and get to the heart of it
I’ve been up on 108th AK and banana clip
Shooting at some kids that grew up just like I did
Robbing to the end they screwed up just like I is
Look into they eyes they my eyes and I knew this
But I didn’t even care definition of ruthless  
Dave Definition of Judas you is
Cuz I’m betraying myself with everything that I do it's crazy
how I can slang crack to a lady that reminds me of my mama
While she's holding her baby
And Maybe that not my problem
And I won't never care I’m gonna keep on mobbin
I gonna keep on trapping you gonna keep on robbin
But if I think that God's gonna to pity Me I need to stop it
Cuz I aint pity them
Yeah I was a vic
But I also love the sin
Man I also love the sex man
I also loved the gin
Hand me another bottle, I’ll just blame it on the fam
God I know you know and you know I know
That this ain’t right man
And this ain’t life yo
God wants to take me out the  dark of the night
Show me more than this nightmare that I call life yo
I know
But I’m a bad man
Stabbed men
Hate speech
Lying every moment fam
Dag I frickin hate me
Violence in my veins
Everybody thinks I’m crazy
But inspite of all that
Jesus will you save me…..
Preacher told me I was special to you,
That you died for all the dirt that I ever could do
And came back to life so I that I could live too
And in the depths of my heart man I know that it’s true
But I’m scared
that I’m going to be the old me
So jesus make a way
You going to have to hold me
send me Christian friends  
Cuz I can’t do this by my lonely,
Jesus make a way,
you gonna have to hold me