i love you

i don't ever say it enough
but when I do say it you don't believe me
but you don't understand what I have been through
my life
my breakups
my broken heart
you want to know how I feel
I love you with all of my heart
but you don't understand that
I hurt to protect my self
im not good at writing my feeling to people
so this is why im writing this in a poem
im sorry if I did hurt you
im sorry if I played with your heart
I did it because im scared
of brokenhearted cries
loosing you
the pain of falling for someone
the pain of rejection
the pain of realizing
the truth about love
the truth is I love you
and when you say you don't love my
I sit in my bed and cry
I feel my heart rip out of my body
I feel like you stomped on my heart
I love you and you wanted to know how I feel and this is it