Ruined

There is that feeling
That familiar pain
All of my cries are vain
Everything is returning
All of the pain
Memories long forgotten
Atleast I had hoped so
But never
My scars won't close
Physical and emotional
Who would think
That I of all people
Suffered so horribly
Pain comes in so many forms
My pain is memories
Darkness crept back in
Just for tonight
To see if I still cared
But it just hurts me
One thing
A song, a word, a message
Can bring it all back
My pain, fury, my darkness