Rise

I hate when I have a boring day
Cause I get lost in my thoughts
I try to make them go away
Before my heart completely rots
My demons haunt me deep inside
I hold them in
But then comes pride
It made me lose my future bride
After all the sorrow it supplied
I finally threw that shit aside
But still depression hunts me down
While stuck within this little town
Surely it will make me drown
Or maybe fill my head with lead
Nah I think I'm gonna rise instead