Thoughts

I gently stroke you face as you lay in my arms, my fingers wander through your hair and you sigh contentedly.
The light is low and the music is soft and unobtrusive, a candle flickers and it is just you and me on our couch.
The blinds are closed, the door is locked and the fire is on low.
My fingers gently massage your face, your forehead, your temples, your eyes, your cheek bones and your chin.
We have all the time in the world tonight.
You feel restful and your mind begins to wander how did I meet this man, why me, what does he want from me, why does he love with his every being.
As I gently touch your face and hair I ask myself how on earth did get so lucky as to find such a wonderful lady.  
My thoughts wander to moments in our lives powerful times etched on my memory.
I saw you beneath your glasses and the hair, I felt your longing to escape your drive to do whatever it takes, the deep felt conviction of your courage as you bravely told me what you wanted.
It was your inner strength of daring to go with flow to make it happen that convinced me to abandon my preconceptions and loose beliefs and go with you.
I lifted you up into my arms so that I could kiss you tenderly.
Some kisses are urgent but this kiss was soft and yielding it lingered on and we both were intensely aroused.
I melted as I looked into your eyes they are sensational and as you innocently looked at me I kissed you again this time harder and with intensity.
Your arms clasped my head and we breathed deeply our hearts pounding.
“I love you my special lady” and you replied “I love you never leave me”
 I felt shocked at the thought that feared I would leave you, so I kissed you long and passionately until breathless.
I could no more leave you than kill myself and deep down you know that.