FUCK IT

I almost fucked up
I almost ended it all
well not me but because of me
i knew this day would come
just never thought so soon
i asked her if she wanted to end it
idk were the words she spoke
the tears well up in my eyes
the razor pressed against my skin
i cryed and cryed
i cut and cut
the blood, the tears running down my body
was this really how it would end
they ment to help they only made it wose
they almost killed me yet i apologize
Why am I so jelous?
shes mine and nobody elses.