fumes

You make my breathing more and more labored
Adding a new smear of charcoal
Everytime I suck you into my cytoplasm
But that's not why I call you a poison

When you numb me down with your false warmth
Comfort me into burying myself
In the bosom of the next moment that passes by
And then,when the smoke is gone,its all cancer once again

That's when I hate you
That's when I miss you

P.S. Not into cigarettes for a long long time, and life's beautiful for me now.