Put My Life In Words?

Put my life in words?
Where to start?
Most of my life is in the dark
The emotion you see is only a small fraction of how I really feel
The words "Im fine"
Doesnt mean i am really fine
They are just words to keep my feelings to myself
I dont open up easily
Everyone that said I could "trust" them
Were just out to hurt me
So if I open up to you
You better not do anything to ruin that
Because one wrong word and you lose all trust
My heart has many cuts and bruises
Just cause its inside me
Doesnt mean it doesnt damage
My heart is more fragile then my skin and bones
And my skin gets cut by paper
And my bones sprain to the simplest wrong move
So if that happens can you imagine how hurt my heart gets?