Finding Peace in Knowing It's Over

Today I've been feeling isolated.

I've been relying on one person to make me happy,
I have physically put my heart and well-being into someones hands.

They had complete control over me.

I just felt so strongly of you, I've never been in love before so i have nothing to compare it to.

But darling, if this is what love is then I want you to drown me in your arrogance forever.

It's been 3 three weeks, one day, four hours and forty-three minutes since you broke the biggest gift
I could give you.

It's like that was your quest.
To fortify me with your sweet love

and then take it away from me.

I just want you to miss me
or feel some spark of life when you think about me

..if you think about me.
because i think of you every second of the day.

You lit my life with a radiance that was only apparent
when i felt affection.

You could make my days darker than an eclipsed, starless evening.

But this was far from a fairy tale, let me tell you
Our whole relationship was based on compromise.

I would give without taking.
How unfair.

Although you hurt me,
I feel nothing but love and compassion towards you.

I forgive you
even if you aren't sorry.

Thank you also,
Thanks for showing me how i should be treated.

I'm a Child Of The Universe
I'm a light in someones life
I'm a damn treasure
And I'm going to be treated as such.

I hope one day, you'll learn to love
And to the girl that burned you out,

Feel remorse.
You broke two beautiful souls in your wake.