Dear Boy

Dear Boy,            

           I do not know who you are, or where or when we will meet, but I do hope it’s soon.vWhen we do meet I hope you love me for me. And not hope for someone who is thinner or prettier. I hope you won’t compare me with girls who have brighter smiles. I hope you will make me laugh, my true laugh not my fake one. I hope you take care of me when I’m sick and are trustworthily.           
           I hope you remember that I don’t have a favorite flower; Roses are so typical I would rather daisies or something that you think it beautiful. And that my favorite color changes with my mood. And sometimes my mood changes with the weather. That my eyes are hazel and sometimes when I’m really sad and have been crying for a while they are green.   
             Please know though I act outgoing I am really shy. Too shy to kiss you first, but please don’t be afraid to kiss me first. I won’t slap you or push you away, and I’m sure it will be perfect. When we go on a date, please don’t stress about where to take me. As long as it’s not Chinese and I’m with you, it will be amazing!          
              If I cry, please know it’s not because of you. Just hold me close and I’ll heal quickly. You really can’t image how much it does for me by just holding me and not saying anything. And if it is because of you, I’ll heal just the same.           
              And if for some reason we fall out of love with one another, please don’t hate me .I will be bitter for a bit but I really do want to stay friends. And I promise to remember that you have feelings too, even though you’ll never admit it. And when you are ready we’ll have a relationship.  
               Please tell me if anything I do bothers you, or if something doesn’t sit right, I would like you to always be honest with me. And I will try and do the same with you. If I have a bad day, I hope you notice and just kiss me and tell me that to you I am amazing and the world does not matter at that very moment.        
                I hope you don’t think I’m asking too much of you. I hope that you know I’m a little bit nervous and very scared. I wish I could tell you how, or when we will meet, and if we will be in love forever. Every relationship is a new game of cards, and......(Sigh)…. I’ve never been good at cards. But I will try my best to be kind, patient and love you for all that you have to offer, without expecting too much from you. Thanks for listing, this is kinda of I have to ask. My name does not matter, my heart is open.               

 Yours always
       Me