Simple lover

Oh simple lover ..
ill work so hard to be the one you desire...
the tools are there it's just time to use them ...
My soul on fire this host must become another,
only then you may be able to see the sun shine beneath my host cloudy rubble   .. But why should I excuse you an your blissful blindness an your unwilling full want to know ?.. But why should I blame you ..
We'll blame the host for now ...
An lets hope one day your desire for me  will fill your  body
an every part of your soul ..
Then one day I may have to point you in the direction of this poem
so you understand my anticipated reject ..
Or I may have to come to terms
with the story's of my mind ..