Master

 I saw in you something that was in me.  
Hidden,
unspoken.
Violence and darkness.  
You captivated me with your words.
Your anger excited me.
I played with you, like fire.
Craving the rage.  
But you had your own game.  
Manipulate me.
Turn me inside out until I lost my moral compass.  
I, who could never hurt anyone;
could never cause the pain I’ve been through.
You changed me.
Desperate for your light to shine on me.
Your obsession with me fueled me.  
Now I don’t even recognize the words I’m speaking.
You make me beg and plead.  
You’ve taken me.
Depravity.
Your secrets captivate me.
Damage me.
Who am I now?  
I stay; when everyday my mind screams ‘no more.’  
Your darkness makes mine shine bright.  
I want to leave but beg you to stay.