Emptiness and pain

What has come over me?
This darkness inside
It's something which
I cannot hide

Why do I feel this way?
This emptiness inside
For too many nights
Ive laid there and cried

What's going on?
This hatred I feel
I kneel down and pray
That this isn't real

Why must I hurt?
This pain that I feel
Seeps down to my core
I try to remain still

What am I thinking?
These dark thoughts
That cloud my head
My heart is sinking
Making me wish I was dead

Why must I feel this way?
Whats going on?
How long will this last?
Hopefully not for long