Leave me, I'm a weakling

I know I'm weak
that it hurts to breathe
living

It pains me
to remember Time
warps my sorrow

Living lately seems like too
much of something
I didn't ask for

Grown n sexy
that's a problem

The fact I miss you
a crime

I know I'm weak
that what I want
what I seek

Can be found
perhaps hidden
within me

But me?
I'd rather find it elsewhere
some place rare
to be shared

But things, pain me
particularly
our state of being

A fight so long ago
it still goes

We all involved
seems past being resolved

Down time and snow falls
bellowing winter he comes to say
tis cold, ready break

Me a weakling
I stand waiting

Why can't you just leave me?
Leave me alone, please.